You know i'm tired already . Tired of waiting for you . Tired of thinking that i can get you . Tired of everything . I'm sick of how you treat me now , compared to last time . It was so much difference . But does it make any difference to you ? . I tried to not text you but i failed everytime . You know about me more than anyone else but you dont know thta i'm hurt because of you . True enough that ii still have my friends which is also one of your friend but unfortunately your dad friend back stab me for no freaking reason . And doesnt wanna admit . Iam truely sick of all this nonsense edy lar . Somehow i really wanna let go and i know youre not like the rest . Shes is really lucky because she could have you just the way she wanted to have you before . Although i dont know who she is but i still think there must be something good in her which is better than me that manage to make you like her as well . And truthfully i hate it when you try avoiding me . It sucks to the max . You know , sometimes i really dont want to move on anymore . Cause it hurts to see someone you love , love another person . Lastly , all the best in getting her which you already get half part of her . I know being sad cant help me solve any problems . And i'll never show you how am i feeling in front of you . Whether youll share it with me or not i'll never gonna show you my feelings deep inside my heart . Because i know , few weeks ago you care bout it . But these very days it meant nothing to you anymore . But I do truely love you .

And to my dearest Yen Yin cheer up ok ? . Love you sayang . Dont stress so much bout exam . And after exam we shall play YOU-KNOW-WHAT . I know theres been a lot of drama lately . But always remember this its their mouth you cant control it so whatever they say just ignore and dont bother . Do your part , stand it till end of this month and things will be over . =) . You know theyll always bitch bout you and this and that . But wtv it is , you can always come and talk to me . =) I'll will always be there for you 24/7 =) . 

And for those you know who you are , stop bitching and you know youre not perfect either therell always people watching you and bitch bout you . ALWAYS PUT THAT IN YOUR DAMN SKULL ! . No matter what you do youll receive it back one day . Being 2 or 3 or 4 faces doesnt help you . Because you bitch here bitch there youll get bitched by someone one day . If youre lucky enough then maybe not so soon . Get your life and stop gossiping and yeah . Anyways for the girl that biatch bout me , i would love to say thanks for her concern bout us being bitch . And i guess youre just jealous cause you cant fit in or maybe you didnt even tried to fit in . Anyway , thanks for your concern ya . I really appreciate it . But if possible try to get a life or just try to look at the mirror and look at yourself and compare who is worst . Look , since youre having exam now right , might as well study rather than gossiping bout the squad cause it has nothing to do with you . Since youre not in the squad then just act like you know nuts . The squad is already upside down , with you bitching , the squad straight gone case . And for those who are involve , theres no secrets in this world . The more you think the person you gossip to is trustable , the more he/she is gonna back stab you . So you think bout it yourself . And dont worry i wont reveal your true identity although i know who you are . Like ive said , do or say anything you want but dont ever let me know bout it . Though nothing will happen to you , but ya know dead is in front of you some how . Lol . Truthfully , if possible then just get a close friend and stop being jealous stop gossiping and trust me , we wont get affect by what you said . We know who we are . Accept us as who we are or just leave . Its just too bad if you cant accept us the way we are . No point bitching about us we dont need you to concern about us cause what we have i true friends .